video games

video games for me have been s good and bad, finding them to be something i love and that has brought me rough patches. i found it to be comforting to me when i had no friends and when i didn't have anything to do. I kept playing off and on through my life until things starting meaning more to me than video games. i still play them in bursts but i find it to be an addiction at some points and I'm completely against that concept. I work it around other things that i have going on and it takes back seat to a lot of things. but when i do get a chance to play its fun and allows me to remove myself from the world.

this is a little story about a girl with a droopy eye, over bite and a lisp. her name is well ill say it like she says it in her broken language chrisnahshehhsja. I set a week aside to train and educate this poor girl and to no avail i became stupider. needless to say none of this is true. if you believed this than your a awful person. Charissa is a really nice, active in missions and is the sister of my girl friend.

so i love baseball, baseball is second to cardinals the team in which i rout for when baseball is going on. this is how i roll, cards fan all the way. I want them to win every day tell i die. im mad when they lose cuz there suppose to win its in the law of man that the cards win every game and never lose and never require me to use punctuation. I have from here on out made it my mission to kill every team that beats the cards tell there the only team left. lets go cards!

book book book

i want to write another book, but the first one i did was a flop, my mom didn't even get a copy i that's write it wasn't published or even reviewed. how about one about scuba diving? no thats not right. One about dog catching and the dog being a mutated human who is also the president of the united states and its a political stab, nooo cant do that. well maybe about pigs flying and politics being honest and playing on words. well i guess i will have to thinkg about this in more detail, until then i big you adieu and fair well.

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so today i didn't get enough sleep and I'm cranky, and its affected how i treat the world. so im trying to find ways to improve my mood, its not working.lol
im wondering if you have any ideas mister computer......guess not. so i sit in silence. but on the bright side i get to hang out with friends today and im excited about that. now i count down the days tell i pop the question....its going to be exciteing and in my mind over due. i have no doubt she will say yes and i have no doubt its going to be amazing. i just cant wait.

besides you all my time would of been better spent-my money on flowers today-is going to be a worth it-is all i can take- this ring-out in voices this-isn't happening to you it's happening to us. let go lets move slow take a deep breath and feel it blowing in-to something worth keeping bottled up-to no good with your attitude-adjustments are apart of this life-lines on your face say the joy you have felt-my heart beating after that-day will be here soon-you will say i do-not want to be left-alone to my thoughts-of you make me smile-your on camera. Cant believe this is happening to me im finally going to be two joined as one under god forever tell grim days come and my life gets buried in the ground by the love ones I've found. This is what makes this life worth it a person with a name i carved in to the beat my body creates. Say hello to something beautiful.->

Dear Elise

To the girl who loves me, I want you to know what i mean when i say i love you.
Love is why we do it love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down, get back up again
Love is where the heart lies love is from above
Love is you and me and everything between
Love is what helps me get through anything
Love is what makes me smile when i see you
Love is why your my forever
Love is this, this is love

I'll never give up on you I'll never quit I'll never leave I'll never believe that were not meant together. I'm going to marry you and I'm going to love you through everything.